Blush

[Verse 1]
 Outside, a blush sunrise
 is shining in from the window to her side,
 Illuminating the depths of her icy eyes
 What’s lurking… it’s shaking me.
 
 Inside, I fight
 to fly free from what I’m tied.
 What’s between you and I
 It’s working… It’s changing me.
 

 [Bridge]
 You ask me,
 “What’s wrong?”
 And I say
 “I don’t know.”
 

 To keep it together,
 I act like I never met her.
 When I look her in the eyes,
 it hurts me to keep it inside.
 With these treasures, I’m finding
 I can only wish to remember them fondly
 

 [Refrain]

I’m retreating again behind closed eyes,
to remember her smile, fear’s demise.
I cant just hold inside this joy that prospers
its hoarding gold, stolen back from my monsters
(Can it last forever?)
a peaceful chapter
in an anxious life.
(Let me show her)
These are not dreams of forever after,
It just delights me to hear your gentle laughter.
 

 [Verse 2]
 Is it just me?
 I don’t know;
 But surely I like it.
 When we’re in sync,
 She’s lending what I know I miss.
 (Thank you! It’s just what I needed!)
 
 When she sees me,
 Wrinkles her nose
 and shakes her head a lil bit,
 I like to think
 She’s sending me an Eskimo kiss.
 (Thank you! It’s just what i needed!)
 

 [Bridge]
 You ask me,
 “What’s wrong?”
 And I say
 “I don’t know.”
 

 To keep it together,
 I act like I never met her.
 When I look her in the eyes,
 it hurts me to keep it inside.
 With these treasures, I’m finding
 I can only wish to remember them fondly
 

 [Refrain]
I’m retreating again behind closed eyes,
to remember her smile, fear’s demise.
I cant just hold inside this joy that prospers
its hoarding gold, stolen back from my monsters
(Can it last forever?)
a peaceful chapter
in an anxious life.
(Let me show her)
These are not dreams of forever after,
It just delights me to hear your gentle laughter.
 

 [Verse 3]
 You are a goof.
 You are a saint.
 With you, a grip is removed,
 tensions dissipate
 
 You are a goof.
 You are a saint.
 May I feel renewed
 Awakened to a clean slate